I'm not too sure where I'm going with this, bare with me, I'm still learning.
It's all so new and scary, but I feel... I'm not sure how I feel.
I felt excited but now it's so disappointing.
I wanna feel like I belong, but I just feel like an alien amongst them.
For now I'll try ignoring it, I'll ignore them and I'll ignore the outside world for as much as I can before it sucks me back in.
They don't understand I hope you will at the very least.
It's gonna be alright, everything's alright, I'm right where I'm supposed to be.
I think I am...?